Wet Panties!

Who doesn't love a little wet spot in their panties! Getting aroused and excited and secreting a bit of fun lube before our panties are even off is one of the funnest things about being femme!

I recently started taking Pygeum in hope of increasing the amount of precum I leak, and wow did it work! When I start getting aroused and excited I'll slowly start to dribble into my panties; and, within 5 to 10 minutes, I'll have a slutty little wet spot just like in the photo. It's so much fun, and so arousing!

For those interested in Pygeum I have been taking 200mg of it at 13% potency. The potency is listed on the back of the bottle. It comes in many different dosages that vary in potency, so double check and make sure you're getting the right dosage. I've found it cheapest on Amazon, this ad is actually for double potency, I'll be ordering this for my refill and will definitely review it after a couple of weeks.

I also love the idea of nubbing. Nubbing is the practice of tucking your clit downwards and rubbing yourself off. With the clitty tucked your just rubbing the front of your panties, like a girl would, until you cream yourself and leave a large wet spot! It's a bit of a head trip and takes longer, so masturbating is more drawn out and much more fun!

HumiliationJOI.com released a fun hypno for nubbing. Have fun creaming your panties!

From Cock to Limp Clit

The idea of having a small limp clit is arousing for most Sissies, CD's, Fem sluts, etc...I think this one of the biggest overarching fetishes of the entire girly community.

Recently Kitten fucked me hard with a strap-on; while I was moaning and writhing in pleasure on her cock, I noticed that I was completely soft and limp. I was also dribbling a massive puddle of precum all over my stomach and pubis. When she saw the puddle of girly goo she used it as lube to lightly rub my clit, right where I'm pierced. Within seconds I was on the verge of cumming! Of course I didn't. I held it back like a good girl and will continue to wait for my Kitten's permission.

But the whole experience was erotic and intense. The way she rubbed me with just the tip of her finger clearly showing I had a clit and not a cock. I felt so feminine and submissive. Since then I have been revisiting various hypnos aimed at keeping a clit soft and even shrinking it some more.

Some fantastic hypnosis files out there are Sarnoga's Teeny Weeny and Curse of the Teeny Weeny; as well as, GoddessGracie's Limp Clitty Training Loop. I have found the Teeny Weeny to be fun and intense. Sarnoga does a fantastic job of putting you in trance and then beginning to suggest changes and alterations. The Limp Clitty Training Loop I haven't enjoyed as a full on trance hypnosis, but I like leaving it on in the background as reinforcement.

I can't wait to keep trying to shrink my clitty and make it even smaller. I would try the Curse of the Teeny Weeny, but I need to keep it somewhat recognizable. My Kitten still enjoys me using it on her, though she has no problem with it acquiring a more appropriate and effeminate demeanor.

A wonderful adaption for the training loop was done by Sissy Brittany.



Sarnoga and GoddessGracie both have wonderful profiles on Warp My Mind and I would highly recommend checking them out.

Diapers, Butt Plugs, French Maids Oh My!

Yay overused tropes ^.^

....anyways....

I have recently acquired a french maid costume from Amazon, For how cheap it is I'm very impressed with the quality, it comes with the apron as a separate piece which has been quite nice. I had to order it XXL to fit my wider shoulders and bulkier biceps but the outfit manages to hide those features and highlight my feminine curves. Plus the dress is just short enough to flash a little butt when I bend over.

Of course I have been following my Plug Training and the results have been very enjoyable. Anal is less painful and I have found it to be easier to stretch up to larger toys. The wonderful part about the training is how horny it makes me all the time. Whenever I have a plug in my body is oriented towards sex. Everything feels sensual and every movement makes me feel like a horny slut. I have also started taking pygeum so whenever I get aroused I start leaking precum, soaking my panties like a whore.

On top of the French Maid outfit and plugs I have recently returned to my diaper fetish. I have never been one for Adult Baby play but I do love the different levels of power play that can be achieved through diapers. I started with Depends Silhouettes, but found those to be disappointing. The couldn't even handle a full wetting without leaking. I then ordered a set of Confidry 24/7 briefs which have been able to hold 95oz. Of course I got impatient the moment I ordered them and went to the store for some diapers and grabbed a pack of Depends Adjustable Diapers. They are sort of a convertible diaper, starting as a pull-up with tabs and a perforated side. Just rip the side and use the tabs to turn it into a brief.  These have been able to handle all the liquid I throw at them, and they have a frilly top which makes me automatically love them!

I just received the Confidry and haven't had a chance to wet them yet, but holy crap are they thick. The package they arrived in is easily twice the weight and over double the size of the depends. They force me to waddle a bit and are little crinkly, which may or may not be a good thing depending on your situation. Wearing them I know I have a diaper, I can't ignore them like the depends; and I feel like I could absorb a hot tube if need be. I think I'll use the depends for regular wetting and the Confidry when I'm banned from the toilet for the day ^.^

Linkage if anybody is interested:

Diapers and French Maid

Butt Plug Training

I have had a butt plug fetish for as long as I can remember, the idea of having my hole plugged and held open for an extended period of time always gets me aroused. So, finally, I have started a Butt Plug Training regimen!

The Idea of this training is mostly to keep me more sexually oriented and to loosen me up a little. The set pictured above is the same set we got about four days ago and the plug on the left is the one I'm currently wearing ^.^

The Rules

1. Must insert plug every day- The plug has to go in at least once a day to keep the ritual active. If there is no time or I'm having issues then I don't have to wear it very long, but it must be fully inserted at some point in the day.
2. At Kitten's discretion- Kitten has the authority to tell me when/where/how long to wear for her fun, This will also keep me accountable and push me to wear it longer.
3. Enjoy it- The whole point of this training is to keep me somewhat horny and to have fun! The best thing I can do is take a minute to play with my nipples, rub my girl cock, and enjoy having my hole filled and opened like a slut.
4. Do Not Go 24/7- I think going 24/7 is one of the most disappointing tropes in any sort of training. I loved wearing panties and frilly lacy clothing, but now its my everyday life. I still enjoy it, and it can still be arousing; but, it has nowhere near the same thrill it used to. So to keep my Butt Plug Training fun and interesting I'm not working my way up to 24/7. 

So far it's been wonderful. I've a significant boost in libido and sex drive. Whenever I check in with Kitten I feel super submissive. Knowing she has total control over my ass is thrilling and makes me feel like an owned whore. Taking it out every once in a while has the added bonus of putting it back in which is the start of a whole new misadventure!

I'm really enjoying the Dominant Submissive set from Nasstoys. The silicone is high grade and the size is perfect for popping in fast and leaving in all day! I haven't tried the rocker plug yet, but I'm looking forward to it. If anyone is interested I'll drop the amazon link below.

Hope you all have fun with your anal adventures!

Grace

http://www.amazon.com/Nasstoys-Dominant-Submissive-Silicone-Waterproof/dp/B0090S8BJK

Well here we go!

So I'm not starting at the beginning of the journey, more towards early(ish) parts. I'm a fully transitioned M2F transexual. I have been living full time for almost three years and identify as a Gay Trans-Woman. I collared by (and engaged to) my amazing Domme (kitten) and have been in the BDSM community for a little over two years and I've been a creative, kinky, introvert for many years. Using my ingenuity and wit I have managed to put myself in many amusing and...educational situations, all in the pursuit of getting off (or some variation thereof).

Nowadays I'm more focused on pleasing my Domme/Kitten/Fiance Melody, thus the name Melody's Grace (see what I did there!). But I have spent over a decade learning several different ways to alter/enhance/change my sexual experience. And the best part is I'm still going! I recently moved in with Kitten and we have been exploring new protocol and new rituals to keep me more sexually focused (Terrible job + Online University + Singing Lessons + Dog = Little energy to want sexy time).

Earlier today I mentioned that I am always chasing something new when it comes to sex, and that I wanted to study human sexuality and write a book on it. Then I mentioned starting a blog...and well...Suprise!!

So, when time permits, I have decided to try and keep this little blog to track some of our misadventures and let y'all know (I'm from the country, deal with it) what we're up to and what how well it works for us.

Some things I have done in the past, and that will most likely come up again include (but are not limited to):

Sissy Girlification Fetish (Broad topic)
Chastity
Diaper Play
T-girl Sex
Sounding
Fetish
BDSM
Pretty much anything else I can think of

What I'm working on right now (and hope to have more on soon) includes:

Butt plug training
Diaper training
Precum booster (Pygeum and Lecithin)
Princess Alberta (PA for T-girls)

I honestly don't know how long I will keep this up for, I am constantly busy and have the attention span of a squirrel on crack;but, if one person gets even a small chuckle from any of this, then it was all worth.

Cheers,

Grace